Higher Ground

been long long long seriously i don't know how long was that,

it was one of the best morning i had for a while just talking on the phone for hours.

& abruptly i had to wake up from sleep to go to temple,

it was a last service.

i feel bad, i couldn't pull my strength to focus completely on the prayers as i've got things on my mind running through like a waterfall flowing tremendously. it's of responsibility i kept questioning & finding ways to make sure it gets into his head hoping he'll at least change a bit. i'm sick of meddling with money matters, perhaps money do make the world go round or at least make mine lesser of predicaments.

rest in peace grandpops.

&

well, i'm really happy to at least get a moment to talk to u, lyn. it makes my day whole brighter.

so & forth my beloved readers. muah till then. =)