front door shutted, alot of others open up

so here goes, 08 comes to an end. i gained, lost, suffered, enjoyed, played, grew, mistakes, realized ever more than i had done in past years. All round up to be a very meaningful time of my life. All the things made me who i am now, i got only 1 big regret that still sticks with my mind till now since april. sorry could never repair what's done. Type of person that never realize till i made something that's already done...

The countdown party was sort of the best i had, spray all over the town.. Saw, join the fun, fireworks all made up the last minutes of 08 and beginning of 09. Sorry for the no reply to your new year wishes brothers & sisters, hp outta credit. Everyone usher in the new year =)

Time fly when you start playing it

Thanks girls who made my week last time out. Made to frown to walk in people's shoe is not easy that lead me open up the other side of you that i did not see in the past. You are beautiful in your own ways... Sorry for those i did not have much time to catch up with, i was busy doin' the things that get me through the PMS period. =)

Happy Birthday Pong

Happy Birthday Pong, people comes and goes in life. Those who are meaningful for me will last in memories wherever i go. Don't try too hard to be somebody your not, inner beauty is better than physical things. that's all that matters to me... & i hope you get on with your life no matter how hard it is. doink doink... =)

Don't bother when your a clown
custome makes a clown, i don't entertain clowns as it resembles something i had that did damage to me... truth is, i dont give a damn if i am bad or not to your eyes, those who knows me they know who i really am. =)

Ayer Ayer

the pics is uglehhh about me, everything all natural is uglehh... but i like it... like to move it move it.. MERRY Xmassss! =)
all the pics were courtesy of tina's blog. so i help her put tm here la...

me, pong, tina *tm

poser *tm

nana and jiao jon *tm
jason & told ya im ugly with this *tm

much better, covers my sexy eyes *tm

hey small babes... haleluyah time *tm

the songs they played makes ppl in the AYER mood *tm

cha cha.. gotchaaa.. *tm

i like this kid... he is soooo Q *tm

so throw hard jams, party till the a.m. in the ayer ayer tina... hehe... =) we all enjoyed it alots especially the kids makes it so fun. MERRY CHRISTMASSSS ayer ayer ayer...

the Circus goes on

Tuesday Dancing 2 the Beat

ait, i picked 'em up & walk wit 'em like a dude nutting with tinaaaa's ipod Nano...

camwhoring beaccch

Whatever You likeeee... Yeah!


Queen Of Rock N Roll.. =p

Chocolate Russsh!

Waddup Suckers... here's Mandy

Nothing, Chillin'
someone fatass feet is pain! haha, man im MEAN

No Pics Driving

Wooooshhhh... Man i love 2 Swim

End of the Night

We talked, i danced, i swim, left eye contact lens dropped after i swam! drove half blur eyed and we're chilling babe...

Tina's Suprise Celebrationsss

Suprise Suprise Suprise curbs Monday Blues(22/12/08)

The day after camp, man i'm tired like a shit. =) Yeah, suprise for tina still has to get it work out. My ride is a pimping victim!! it gots nice writting on it... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA! i'm pretty happy, and finally get to give something that i kept for ages to u tina. hoped you like it..

the boot suprise girls...
magarita nana blur blur unveiling her presents

two sakais vivien eumo & tina Na na na

hehe, it's ussss.... Merry Xmas?

I'm on Sugar rushhh...dats nana nex 2 me

Yeahhh...

They sat on my boot from her condo till Ou... haha, thats pretty crazy.. & i got high on Ipod Nano! Singing & shaking heads banging to the beat. hell of a day..

17 Dec 08 - Happy Birthdaysss

Happy sweet 16!!!! =)

Sonia wished you had a happy times ahead amidst the pain you went through your life.

doink doink tina. thanks for being there when it's needed... You have anything we can share secrets more.. keke.. oh ya, hope my live show singing that day didn't stink your ear drums. =p

i'll be going for camp tomorrow, ain't holdin back no more. it's been long time since i get it going... hehe... can't wait to have fun tomorrow. miss some1 still though... hope you had fun too.. =p

it's unspoken

i've been missing you damn much. . . somehow i couldn't find a way to express totally how i feel. it's always been here with me all along. I'm very happy just talking to you, cause i want you to stay here with me. i see sunrise in my darkest nights when you came about... lil' confessions from bottom of my heart for brrrr-smokin hawt auntie Mel

I Turn To You

When the goin gets TOUGHER

Eventhough i know the road is hard, and broken i chose to walked for it. I tried all so hard to repair something that i guess it was not meant to be.. When times i felt betrayed, when all hopes were lost, and everything i did was not in the right place... Many came to helped me through these winding roads.. As all darkness came calling my name, someone cared and still came by with all her might though what i done is hurting her inevitably. She shed lights, joy and turn all my bitter moments to a better place. Tonight, i confessed part of my heart that i kept in silence for tale as long as time. Melanie, i appreciate everything, that you were there all these time just like an angel...